ZEE` ღ says:

*i know you..thats why i thought you were so bored till you get fedup that you just slept.

"Just cant believe u judge me like tat after 5 mnths."

ZEE` ღ says:

*no i love you, nothing.

*(:

"Thanx for the sarcasm."

Curious at how u juggle ure feelings~

I tried my best to make u happy on the phone when u were bored at home,

But u insist on following ure negative mood..

U kept on telling me to have fun,

but ure "byes" & "Love you" tells me the opposite.

i dont wanna brag, but if i dont tell you i dont think u would know.

im a dancing freak, a guy, in an all expences paid club full of white girls wif my friends and yet im outside, drinking coke n talking to u on the phone.

i just feel tat i dont deserve ure cold voice the last two nites.

N now when the table is switch,

ure having fun, while im at work,

u forgot all bout the last 2 nites..

all u can say is "i miss you"

PAIN~

A STUPID LOUSY START FOR THE DAY~

STUPID FUCKED UP DAY AT WORK~

A LOUSY ENDING~

i've been sick for a couple days now,
my right arm is usless coz it's stuck,
my left foot suck coz its injured,
my heart is numb, nuff said.

farah,
u talk to me like as if theres ntg going on,
u hide wad u wanna show,
u say things tat dosent show ure srs,
why do u hide ure emotion when u know its pointless?
just so u know,
u have a loving sis tat updates me bout u,
i keep hearing bad stuffs,
and the cause is me.
i know tat, to u, theres ntg i can do to make it all better at this moment,
but it makes me wrry every single day,
yes, i do still think of u, you've been my bestie for 4 yrs,
y stop there?
if wad u want is for me to feel the guilt,
yes i feel it now~
if wad u want is for me not to be happy,
yes im not happy~
if wad u want is for me to dissapear,
yes i will~
if wad u want is for me to cry,
ive cried everynite n i still do~
now ure avoiding me,
dont ask how i noe coz sumhow i keep track.
i noe im being selfish,
i noe im being unapreciative,
i noe im being a jerk,
i noe im being sumone u tot i wont be,
i noe im being childish,
i noe im being all cocky,
i noe.
i wish i could make it up to u in other ways,
but it seems like ure hating me,
dont say "no", coz i noe how u feel,
srry if i acused u of not being srs,
srry if i said u were too bz for me,
srry if i acused u for not caring for me,
srry for not understanding,
srry for those moments when im not there,
srry for not being the guy u tot i am,
srry for the pressure i've put on you,
srry for the hard times i've given u,
srry for being a burden to u,
srry is just a word from me to u, n i noe u cant accept it.
i want u to stay strong,
i want u to smile,
i want u to be ureself again,
i want u to live.
this will be the last u hear from me,
this will be the last u see me,
this will be the last words u read from me.
When someone ask me who Farah is, all i'll say is:
"She's sumone special"

Bye readers~ im moving to sumwhere new.
thx for backing me up when there were spammers, -_-
thx for comforting me when i was down,
thx for makin my day bright wif ure silly comments.
thx peopel~

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thx dinah!
THX FOR URE MAIL!
THX ALOT~!
I'll just go to Brunei and wrry~

No problem~ my heart feels ntg~ ntg at all~!
If u have more to update,or torture, please kindly forward to afiq_hamster_16@hotmail.com
u can even contact LMQ members to forward to me~

Ouh so just u noe~
i left u not for another, i left u coz i felt u left me earlier.
U wanna blame, blame me.
Srsly, i tot u understand how i feel n yet u have to go to so many extends to make me feel worst...
if wad u wishfor is for me to feel bad, den ure wish is my cammand~
1....2....3...Poof~ Wish Granted~
R.I.P

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