If u were turned down by someone, Told To Move on, Told u to forget bout the feelings u have, what would u do? there's nothing you can do but move on right? so yeah.. i hate her! she thinks tat boys are feeling-less, just a game, just people to choose from, she thinks tat shes in a fantasy world, wake up coz ure hurting people. Please think it through before u hurt others aite.
some trouble are just unpredictable at times. they bound to come at times tat are not in ure wave length. gets me thinking of stuff lately. Some people out there might ask about my last post.. answer is..yeah its true n yeah DB is Detention Barrack n yeah its a jail.. hope tat answer the qns.
Ok to all my friends here's a dilemma, U see the fact tat i had to go DB is not bout Awol. My Awol Is all coverd by my M.C. the truth is i was involve in a fight few days back. yeah u guys donnoe tat.. didnt wanna tell u since i dont wanna put u guys involve. some guys are looking for my sister. not sure who but theres a possibility tat it has to do wif the local hiphop scene. I beg u guys, protect my sister while im away. tell me any infos u get when i come back. i swear i blow tat fucker head off!
to this little miss M. I dont wanna be this monster but i guess i was left wif no choice. reading ure blog is such a nightmare, even when i had the choice not to read it. same goes to you. dont happily reply posts just after reading mine. if i hurt u den fucking hell im happy now. telling me to move on, not to have high hopes YADA YADA YADA~~~ i guess its easy for u to adapt, judging by ure blog, u got lots of guys to flirt wif..HAHAHA! Keep this guilty feeling in ure heart. I swear to you, hate me all u wan coz i dont care anymore. U want me to move on.. Well im doing It! Call me hamster From Now On, Afiq aint Around, Cya!
The Afiq in me is gone.. Hamster will do.. The Afiq you all knew just rotted n died...
Muhammad Afiq Bin Abu Samah R.I.P 1989-2008 Caused Of Death: Cursed By Someone He Loves Suffer In Life & Will Suffer In Hell May He Rest In Peace ........................ .............. ... .
i cant see tears coming down my eyes, so i gotta make the song cry~ i cant see tears coming down my eyes, so i gotta make the song cry~
Love is blind, it covers ure eyes,dazzles ure mind, never at the right moment, not at the right time, its a trouble,to let ure heart bare, to let ure heart stare, at things tat nvr meant to be there. tats fair, but wat if, it was meant to be there? but it left u without noticing tat u care. such a problem when i nvr know why i just cant try, tats y i gotta make the song cry..
i cant see tears coming down my eyes, so i gotta make the song cry~ i cant see tears coming down my eyes, so i gotta make the song cry~
have u ever come across to the memory lane? ring the bells, try to remember the laughters n the pains, if not try to remember this, i kissed u on the forehead even though i was pissed..(smiling) den there was this other i time i sent u home, u didnt wanna leave even when i said " i'll call u on the phone". such memories tat i share it all alone =) such sadness coz all of it had to be thrown =(
now i see em coming down my eyes, coz the song just made me cry~ now i see em coming down my eyes, coz the song just made me cry~
Kk, here's a qn for you readers. Have u ever had this urge to meet sumone so bad tat u actually plan things out? Next qn. Did u meet tat person at the end? Last qn. If the answer is no, tell me, how do u feel?
Well today was somwad not an enjoyable outing to me~ Not bcos of those losers, it's sumthing else. U see~~(indian excent)(lol) i've been keeping this urge inside me for so long u see~ if u've been reading my posts, all i talk about is i miss sumone. right? absolutely! Tot i could meet tat person but it didnt happen. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! Padan muker Kau Bodoh!(my evil side moking me) -_-" I guess tat person was tired. So Its okay. HAHAHA!! Hamster Bodoh! (Ok My evil side again) I saw it coming anyway, tat person has been working non stop sia.. i sumwad feel sad n happy for her. Kau Merepek Bodoh! (Him Again) This might not be necessary to you, but i care for u.
Evil side: "Hamster." Me: "per?" Evil side: "aku suggest kau gi mati sudah, kau da lah ade penyakit, bodoh peh asthma, menyusah kan aku jer, lagi ade hati nk pikir pasal org lain, waduh2 bodoh~bodoh~" Me: "Juz Fuck Off aite!" Evil side: "Fine2~!"
Okay the next coming event we'll be going will be ZoukOut! Me, Spyro, Rafspin, Syed, Some Dancers and Some Freinds~ After ZoukOut will be the LMQ outing tat me s Spy plan. We'll be Going Wild Wild Wet den LouPasat(spelling tak tahu ehk). After tat event we might be going to the underage party! Should be me, spy, fiqsion and maybe some frends...
Ok I Wish I Could See Her Smile Beside Me Again =)
{Thursday, November 20, 2008 . Trust me: I'm good~~}
i've been Bloody Fed-up wif Singapore's Dance scene lately, and i still am! But nvm tat, Fuck Singapore's dance scene! Im gonna go World wide! Me and my crew will not be known as Singapore Bboys nomore! We're changing sides! Work Hard People! Remember: No, six steps,baby freeze or chairs!
Ok I've got a plan, i've been thinking lately, we're short on manpower. I wanna go find people to pull in, if anyone of u people are interested, leave a note. I'm not looking for good people, im just looking for people ho loves doing it, so if u think ure it, i wanna meet u! =)
One more thing, if u can dance while loving the song, i wanna meet u too! =)
Have u ever felt like there's no point doing things anymore? coz some how i lost faith, some how i stop believing, some how i feel like stopping, yeah, some how.
All i have left is my broken dream and a broken heart. Selling my broken heart for any price, just take it away pls~
Footworks + freeze + play clean = SINGAPORE BBOYS The only way to win~ -_-"
Words are the easiest thing to use in the world, Its a saying, never an action, if u get wad i mean. If u think i left, think again. If u think ure not different, think again. But nvm, im not anyone to judge you anyways.
Today is the day, the big day. U gave me so much emotion, so much to think of, well im gonna use it for the good today. The Floor Will BE MINE! People pls wish me luck!
Ouh yeah! who cares wad u say, coz it wont change a thing, i still do, yes i do, tc I miss u!
Now heres a pointer, dont go around saying u love her, coz ure just pushing ue luck just futher, not nearer, never, put a hope in ure heart,dont ever, coz it hurts,thats the truth, dont beleif den dont bother, reading these words...tat i write, coz its clever, plus, its better, den u can ever make, for love sake, release ure tension, coz ure egos got ure actions, tats a pain such a blur distraction. haiz... cant catch my breath, when it comes to my story, too many words too many poetry, to write in a small place in this head of mine, no let me take a breath, just let me breath awhile,
Now the 1st story is about you, you gave me hope, u game me things to beleif in, u gave me the strength to put my faith in, some thing tat i don belief in, like love n leaving, but in the end im still the one alone sitting down crying, Why am i suppose to be feeling pain? when the light of my life is being all drained? im just in vein, tats sane, normal and humane, or maybe my heart is just twisted or maybe im insane.
The problem bout us humans is tat we're too concentrated on being the best. Being someone who standsout from the crowd. Being someone we're not. When will these people notice tat they're going too far? U see, i live in a "Dancing Indusrty". The way i see it, Dancers in Singapore are just plain old boring. Not All! But majority of them just dont get it. The Trick is to feel the music, not use it. Don't try too hard to be the best, coz tats wad everyone is doing. Try to be different. Enjoy what you're doing, don't do it for the sake of being good. Well some dancers, dance to please people or somewad "gain fame". Wads the pont anyway? I might not be a dancer but i just don't like what im seeing in Singapore.
Now heres a pointer, dont go around saying u love her, coz u just pushing ure luck just further, not nearer, never, put a hope in ure heart, dont ever, coz it hurts, tats the truth, dont beleif den dont bother, reading these words... tat i write, coz its clever, plus, its better, den u can ever make,
errr this was suppose to be a song i wrote, but i lazy sia suddenly, alaaaa from the 1st few lines u guys should know bout wat n hu..rite?
Ok 5 more days, gotta hold on for only 5 more days, if u wanna piece of me, u gotta come for it, i wont hold back this time, stand in my way n i promise i'll bring u down, =) just 5 more days to an outburst.. u guys ready?
YO! Ok i gotta tell u this, the dance party was cool, coz i was there =) kk jkjk..man there was this girl i called out, n she actually came out, n she could dance... omg it was freaky i tell u..it was damn fun lah! i wish i took her contact sia, but nvm her frend took mine...WOOO~ to the people hu made my day.. i say "thanks yaw!" the people there made me realized why i started dancing, bcoz its fun! Damn! i almost forget hu i rlly am, my character, the real me, i was so chained up by this mambo jumbo lovedovey things. i was on the verge of losing my flava. thx people~! =)
To live an easy life no matter wad happens. Back to being the kid i loved being =) Cya guys!
Hi You! yeah You! I miss you~~! I miss ure smile, ure laugh, the way u struggle when i tickle you, the way u use those eyes, the way u make me laugh, the way u make me smile, when u suddenly laugh alone, when u try to tickle me where its not tickelish, =) the silent moment we share, the convasations we had, the fights, Well u get the point, I Miss YOU!
Its been 3 days ive been here.. stupid work -_-" Nevermind, dang! yesterday was dang crazy! it was a joyful moment where the whole crew were breaking n sharing wif one another, such a sweet picture to be captured, u should have felt the power surrounding tat area, DAMN! it was fun! Knowing tat farhan,irfan and rashid sill have thier moves just ensures me tat they still have it! Don't trow it away guys! We'll be big one day, I PROMISE YOU! and for Freeze N Fitri, u guys might be new but note tat we're all in this together, not as a crew but as a family!
Some people just love to assume things, some people just love to think at one point, some people just love to look things on the bad sight, and some just love to make themselve the victim. Is there a point?
My point of posting this post is to tell u this: 1st its not about u, 2nd its not about him, 3rd stop asuming things, 4th to remind u to stop asuming things! 5th stop changing the words i implement, Lastly, to REMIND YOU~~ to "STOP" *ASUMING* things.
The words i use are to express how i react to situations, This Blog is for me to post about ME! If It was for you~~Damn! i'll show no mercy! But im not tat mean, I still have a heart tat surprisingly works -_-" The Words i implement in my blog are just pure poetry n tats a "Nuff Said!" So Stop saying things like im pin pointing these godly letters to u.. Get tat clear!
Heres another thing, stop asking me wads my pms' are about or wads my post about coz, there aint no point telling u stuffs coz all u do is nth but wack it back at me, face the fact tat ure not helping or even clearing things up, don't be thinking tat ure somkind of a medicine or a hero or yada yada yada~ ure gonna say "it always turns up like this" ever tot why? coz im the type of person hus iriitated by the shoot backs which is nvr necessary, do u even noe wad u've said to me? Ever notice? Yeah! u can say my heart is fragile or wad so ever, if it was fragile den i'll be a different face. Just note this down,
"If u like to asume things in a bad way, try asuming that im in pain. Coz at least tats the truth."
Peace! Tired? Sure why not? I'ts only been errr, 4 times? haha! Gtg!
{Sunday, November 2, 2008 . This Is Why Falling In Love Is So God Damn Hard!}
Sweet talks are for people who have low confidence in themselves, come to think of it, do u think tats wrong? no rlly~~ there is a line tat forsake the over doing of sweet talks n yada yada yada, tats up to the victim to step up n say.. Don't put the blame on the sweet talker! i'm not saying tat im one coz i live by my ways, i say the truth coz i have the guts, i do wads write coz i belief in wad i do, n i push maself so high bcos of love..
People like me persevere in life wif these emotion called love, yeah say im pathetic or full of shit or wad so ever, but take a second to think, where do u think u get ure character from? I guess the answer is emotions rite? Dont tell me Love is not one of the emotions, coz i'll say tats bullshit!
But what happens when u strip away these emotions form these people? Answer is: "These people" loses hope, tries to move on, with, a deep cut in thier life, a seperated character, a dying wish of finding hope, a burning passion to strife harder, yada yada yada~~~! all in all they become dull! They Become so dumb all they do is wait/hide under a dim light, praying, hoping SO GOD DAMN HARD! just for strenght! Just For STRENGTH! Yeah these people are pathetic! Yeah these people are foolish! Yeah thse people are low lifes! These PEOPLE ARE HUMANS DAMNIT!
Today was a little of a sad day, i woke up at 5pm, yeah i noe, it's late, aww c'mon it's a depressing day, gimme a brake. Why depressing? Don't ask.. Everyday is a little sad day to me.. Well me, spy & fiqsion went to esplanade today, same old thing same old thing~~ BUT! Last For One was there..DAMN! It was damn cool to see them break live, if only i was able to join in the battle, DAMN! It feels rlly sucky when all u do is sit when the feeling to dance just wanna explode. Nvm bout tat. I've Got To Step It Up Damn It!
How does it feel when ure told not to have high hopes when, things shown to u are these, stares at u, listens to u when u talk, share things wif u, gets close to u, shares the moment of silence wif just smiles wif u, cares for u, an intimate moment of eye contact wif u.. How?
