Catch Me If You Can =)

2009-08-11T15:25:00.001+08:00

Bboy Hamster (L) Zee says:

*this is why i sheesh

*u think too much

*again n again

ZEE` ღ says:

*kkk i think too much~

Bboy Hamster (L) Zee says:

*tsk

*thx

ZEE` ღ says:

*what..correct right.

Bboy Hamster (L) Zee says:

*sacarsm huh~

ZEE` ღ says:

*nooo

Bboy Hamster (L) Zee says:

*its like i dont know ure tone

*aww cmon

ZEE` ღ says:

*im telling you i think too much

Bboy Hamster (L) Zee says:

*kkk

*kkk i believe you

*sounds good to u

ZEE` ღ says:

*im not patient enought to wait for you to say i love you

"Look at how u use ure words."

"You change wheni it gets rough on you."

"Sumtimes ure excuses are irritating and painful."

2009-08-11T15:19:00.003+08:00

ZEE` ღ says:

*i know you..thats why i thought you were so bored till you get fedup that you just slept.

"Just cant believe u judge me like tat after 5 mnths."

ZEE` ღ says:

*no i love you, nothing.

*(:

"Thanx for the sarcasm."

my cold voice.

2009-08-02T19:26:00.003+08:00

Curious at how u juggle ure feelings~

I tried my best to make u happy on the phone when u were bored at home,

But u insist on following ure negative mood..

U kept on telling me to have fun,

but ure "byes" & "Love you" tells me the opposite.

i dont wanna brag, but if i dont tell you i dont think u would know.

im a dancing freak, a guy, in an all expences paid club full of white girls wif my friends and yet im outside, drinking coke n talking to u on the phone.

i just feel tat i dont deserve ure cold voice the last two nites.

N now when the table is switch,

ure having fun, while im at work,

u forgot all bout the last 2 nites..

all u can say is "i miss you"

2009-07-27T21:33:00.001+08:00

PAIN~

A STUPID LOUSY START FOR THE DAY~

STUPID FUCKED UP DAY AT WORK~

A LOUSY ENDING~

i have to turn the page.

2009-03-09T03:57:00.001+08:00

i've been sick for a couple days now,
my right arm is usless coz it's stuck,
my left foot suck coz its injured,
my heart is numb, nuff said.

farah,
u talk to me like as if theres ntg going on,
u hide wad u wanna show,
u say things tat dosent show ure srs,
why do u hide ure emotion when u know its pointless?
just so u know,
u have a loving sis tat updates me bout u,
i keep hearing bad stuffs,
and the cause is me.
i know tat, to u, theres ntg i can do to make it all better at this moment,
but it makes me wrry every single day,
yes, i do still think of u, you've been my bestie for 4 yrs,
y stop there?
if wad u want is for me to feel the guilt,
yes i feel it now~
if wad u want is for me not to be happy,
yes im not happy~
if wad u want is for me to dissapear,
yes i will~
if wad u want is for me to cry,
ive cried everynite n i still do~
now ure avoiding me,
dont ask how i noe coz sumhow i keep track.
i noe im being selfish,
i noe im being unapreciative,
i noe im being a jerk,
i noe im being sumone u tot i wont be,
i noe im being childish,
i noe im being all cocky,
i noe.
i wish i could make it up to u in other ways,
but it seems like ure hating me,
dont say "no", coz i noe how u feel,
srry if i acused u of not being srs,
srry if i said u were too bz for me,
srry if i acused u for not caring for me,
srry for not understanding,
srry for those moments when im not there,
srry for not being the guy u tot i am,
srry for the pressure i've put on you,
srry for the hard times i've given u,
srry for being a burden to u,
srry is just a word from me to u, n i noe u cant accept it.
i want u to stay strong,
i want u to smile,
i want u to be ureself again,
i want u to live.
this will be the last u hear from me,
this will be the last u see me,
this will be the last words u read from me.
When someone ask me who Farah is, all i'll say is:
"She's sumone special"

Bye readers~ im moving to sumwhere new.
thx for backing me up when there were spammers, -_-
thx for comforting me when i was down,
thx for makin my day bright wif ure silly comments.
thx peopel~

WOW!!

2009-03-08T17:56:00.006+08:00

thx dinah!
THX FOR URE MAIL!
THX ALOT~!
I'll just go to Brunei and wrry~

No problem~ my heart feels ntg~ ntg at all~!
If u have more to update,or torture, please kindly forward to afiq_hamster_16@hotmail.com
u can even contact LMQ members to forward to me~

Ouh so just u noe~
i left u not for another, i left u coz i felt u left me earlier.
U wanna blame, blame me.
Srsly, i tot u understand how i feel n yet u have to go to so many extends to make me feel worst...
if wad u wishfor is for me to feel bad, den ure wish is my cammand~
1....2....3...Poof~ Wish Granted~
R.I.P

2009-03-07T01:35:00.002+08:00

Weeee~

2009-03-06T23:24:00.011+08:00

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Hee

2009-03-06T03:51:00.002+08:00

How i wish i could say i love u more,
How i wish i could say i love u most,
Even if i was able to say it,
it's never enuff.

Thank you so much for,
being there for me,
trusting me,
beliving me,
loving me.

No words can describe how much i appreciate u rite now.
I Love You Baby Girl~!

2009-03-05T00:45:00.001+08:00

the pain is over~

2009-03-04T02:11:00.003+08:00

after those silent moments,
i finally understand how u really appreciate me.
u say u nvr doubt our relation,
but hu can trust words now a days.
i wont risk it, ive put to many things on the line.
i ended up with ntg.
but heck, it wont matter anyways.
i dont think u understand me enuff.
i dont understand u either.

well its over~

2009-02-27T06:55:00.001+08:00

SCREW MY LIFE!

what now?

2009-02-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

25 n 26 was a fun day.
it was special, different and sum wad awkward.
ok i've not much to say,
lets be straight,

i know u were drunk tat nite,
u said a few things tat got me thinking,
its rlly not comforting at all,
i've got lots to think rite now,
so far ntg has lighten down.
i wnna apologize to everyone i've hurt~
dont say its ntg coz i've learnt tat it is sumthing~!
I'll be at rp tmrw,
trust me i dont wanna see anyone of u there~
i want time alone to think~

*i shouldn't have been there*

what?

2009-02-24T08:34:00.003+08:00

what is wrong wif u?
skipping school n stuffs just bcos u feel bad for me?
tats not u lah.
r u trying to prove sumthing to me?
r u trying to show sumthing indirectly?
u made me suffer n now ure torturing me deeper..
what is it tat u want?
urgh~! WHY ARE U DOING ALL THIS?!
WHAT MORE DO U WANT?!

You got lots to think of at the moment,
don't put me 1st on the list aite,
u can always count on me if u nid me,
but pls no emo stuffs from u,
tats totally not u,
stop wrrying bout me coz im still alive~
yes im hurt, yes im sad,
but trust me, i can handle much more den wad i've taken.
just dont add on..
pls settle ure matters 1st den attend to me,
coz its getting worst.
ure a smart lady, u should noe better~

time

2009-02-23T02:50:00.003+08:00

i nid to have fun more b4 i go..
ure presence is not making anyting much better,
n plus ure bombardment, it made the scenario worst!
wads even worst is u not talking when u plan to talk.
i feel foolish, sad, dissapointed, not needed and guilty.
wads ure point?
n u have the guts to say we'll talk when march comes?
haiz..
u say ure tired,
well im srry for making u tired,
srry if i was a burden to u..
srry if i ask too much..
srry for 060109.

Im in pain

2009-02-19T09:10:00.002+08:00

its gonna be akward now.
its been 3 weeks now, n the pain is still there.
its confusing in every single angle,
i dont rlly get it at this moment,
i nid sumthing to help me clear this picture out.
i feel so much different,
i feel uneasy yet at peace,
im totally depressed yet i cant cry,

its gonna be akward now.
im not gonna be myself for the moment,
i'll just concentrate on dancing,
plss stand by me when im at my worst.

Okay

2009-02-18T02:32:00.002+08:00

I Have Decided~
I Have Chosen You~

errh~

2009-02-17T17:49:00.002+08:00

life is nvr simple,
its nvr too hard either,
theres always sumone to guide u along,
problem is who's tat sumone?
well, my sumone was special,
my sumone made time for me for the whole 2 wks,
its no crewmate, its no girlfrend, its sumone close.
if u rdrs thing its wrong for me to be this way wif sumone,
den im truly srry,
Well, to this sumone, thank you very very much~!
i dare not say i have feelings for u~
well neither do i dare to say i dont have any too~

im gg to brunei tmrw,
the people i miss are no where near me,
all i hear/see are words,
srry if its too much to ask,
but if u people noe me, i crave for ure attention~
say wad u may, coz yes! i am an attention seeker~
i cant hide tat~
I cant do much now..
bye~

ARGH~~!

2009-02-12T12:00:00.003+08:00

looks like some people are too bz for me now a days,
well check this out,
going to be bz from this sat onwords,
so yeah, mum cancelled the bfdae party thingy, srry guys~
im gg to work,
next monday im gg brunei on a work trip for 2weeks.
i cant join the comp bcos of stupid work!
srry if i dissapoint some people wif this but i cant do much..
ouh yah heres the latest scoop on my life,
doctors say tat my lung is in no good condition to do long activities,
if not my lifw will cut short,
mum is very2 or might i say too concern at the moment.
after 6yrs of brking, i now have to lie to mum so tat i can go brk..
lol! ouh ya life suck~! bye2!

kufkfydxtshrwagzjug

2009-02-08T13:14:00.001+08:00

Heart Broken In Many2 Ways~
Ouch~
Ouch~
Ouch~
Needing You Very2 Bad~

haiz~

2009-02-01T13:00:00.002+08:00

i use to think tat im a speacial person,
sumone different,
sumone important,
but i don feel its tat way anymore,
but nvm, lifes full of ups n downs? rite? hah~

ok bout the chingay pty,
im glad tat this party was created,
i as able to see the all races in the hip-hop industry cyphering in one circle,
i believe its the 1st?
well i got my rounds pretty much..
battlled a few dancers,poppers n bboys,
the party wasnt all tat,
it got me tired though,
i was forced to battle a few people alone~ -_-"
well it was n okay day for me,

actually, i rather spend time wif my baby,
but shes a bz person u noe~
im bz too,only on the weekdays,
stupid work~!
i wanna go out wif my baby again~~!
well i cant force her..hahaha sounds cruel n fresh but, hahaha!
its like "OI GO OUT IF ME LAH!"
lolness!

DAMN!

2009-01-30T23:00:00.003+08:00

i feel so stressed up at the moment~
n there's no one to turn to~
i dont feel like complaining to anyone coz it'll just be a burden~
my life rlly suck at the moment~
i got to juggle my time for work, family, hobby, life, gf~
my sis cant be trusted~
people in the bboy scene is starting to piss me off~
im getting utterly irritated wif the girls associated wif my crew~
i swear if anything happens, i'll be the next thing u have to face~
im gonna take 14 march bloody serious~
i will not know wad the outcome will be~
it might end my hobby or it might just boost me up~
i'm starting to have doubts on a certain sumone~
dont ask hu~
damn! i rarely smile now a days~
only time i smile is in camp~
maybe i should stay there~
but nah, i got people thinking of me~
n yeah im thinking of her too~
so lots on my mind, which we all noe, i hate using my mind~
im gonna be a dumb boy for the moment~
dont irritate me~!

JUST DAMN!

huh?

2009-01-27T00:57:00.002+08:00

sat home on sat n sun,
due to boredem me n fiqsion planed to go to ecp,
so we went, n it was fun =)
well as usual,
11 at bns,
wait wait wait until 12,
feeqa mcm biasa lmbt giler!!! Every chinese new yr like tat,
ayd the best, the night b4:
me:eh jgn lmbt eh!
ayd:yah~ haha
he was the 2nd latest~! amcm?
well atong was my bahan for the day!
nabilah had sunburn,
n my baby was sweet as always! =)
sent the girls home n den back to fiqsion's crib,
final result,
went there wif ntg,
came back wif a splinter on my hand and a cut ony right leg!
RAWR!!!

nite2 fruits~ hee~

War~

2009-01-24T11:30:00.002+08:00

ok 14 march is wad im looking forward to,
i swear i will train super hard!
i'll fight till the war ends~
no doubt he's good,
tats not gonna stop me!
to those rdrs who likes to comment bout my crew,
pls do it to our face,
dont go round spreading shit bout us aite.

Dress To Kill~

Grrr~~

2009-01-20T17:38:00.002+08:00

hmmm, heard tat some idiots are not happy wif the way me n my crew do our stuffs,
wonder wads thier problem,
its as if we're disturbing them..
morons!
ouh yeah my work place is starting to get rlly screwy now adays~
mummy geetting all tied up bout me brking lately,
so far the only good thing tat happen to me this yr is having farah as my GF,

im an ass! a super big one!

2009-01-18T07:22:00.001+08:00

feel very n i do mean VERY dissapointed at myself!
I AM VERY VERY SORRY!
urgh.

im totally terrified

2009-01-17T01:32:00.002+08:00

ive been getting this nitemare lately!
I DONWAN MY BABY TO LEAVE!
BABY DONT GO PLS!
omg i might be exagerating but hu cares!
this is serious!
if tat day comes, hu noes wad'll happen to me,
thinking of it just make me shiver,
waking up tearing is no joke people!
i gotto keep my composure~
damn i gtg now!
walau scary sia! i donwan to sleep!!!

Love u lots baby!

i apolagize!

2009-01-12T04:46:00.002+08:00

Ok i cannot sleep!
hahahahahahahahahahhaha!
Rawr!
my eyes just wont close?
i ate 4 panadol liao ler~!
does panadol even work people?
caugh syrup?
hahahah oktk! i wont~ rlly! i wont lah!
ive been listening to stupid songs from just now!
ive just realize tat 80% of my song list are sad song!
STUPID RITE! hahahaha
eh brb i go drink coffee~ Mocha frappe~~~!!!
Weeeeeeee~
Ok back~!
lalalalalalallalalalalala~~~
maria maria~~~
she reminds me of the west side story~~~
growing up in spanish harlem~~
she sliving the life just like a movie star~~~
oooohhhhhhh~~~~
lol!
oktk! hahahaha!
i see trees n greens~~!
red roses too~~!
i see them bloom~!
for me n you~~!
(muker louis armstrong)
hahahahhaha! siak ah tu lagu!

eh did u noe hamster can store thier food in thier mouth for 2hrs?!
omg tat is so cool!
if i could do tat, ill be eating every hr!
lol!

checks this!
the name's hamster,
i live in a world wif no clatter,
im a caeser, i have no room, tat dont matter,
i sleep on the ground,
i rhyme wif no sound,
try to figure me out, coz i cant be found~

lol freestyle or wad!
hahaha! fresh sia~!

i love u baby,
its kinda tacky,
coz my words are just poetry,
but truely,
u understand, ure more den a frend,
ill do anything for u, even count the sand~
lol oktk aku giler! omg! pasir ris~~~ lol~
ok nid to siap2 for work time!

B DON WRRY I NOT SLEEPY!
MY EYES WONT CHANGE TO VAMPIRE!
I WISH IT WOULD GRRRRRRRR!
BE BACK SOON!
WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
have fun at skool baby! tell them ure attached lah! kening naik2*
lol u'll be "for wad? *smack* hahaha!"
=p

ok dah I LOVE U!

omg

2009-01-12T02:49:00.003+08:00

its a been a tiring week!
breaking 24/7!
can go super crazy sia!
n + i got myself a Gf in the same week~
how?

Ok we went to rp for 3 days straight n den sat we went to esp,
we're looking for people to join us!
got a few people we got our eye on right now,
lets see wad happens.

Going back to work starting today,
life back as per normal i guess~~
but ntg is normal as long as i live~~
hahahaha!
gonna miss my baby alot~
stupid work~ RAWR!!!!!
she got skoll anyways so nvm..dont kacau!
JC okay~! hahahaha!

ok nites people! b im srry if the post is late!
i noe! i have to sleep! but u noe me,
my emotions get the best of me~~
im gg to sleep now! cya~!
I Mango WaterMelon Love You!

isit possible?

2009-01-08T15:17:00.002+08:00

I nvr had a feeling so strong at the moment,
let me just say,
she might be a potential wife?
*PRAYS VERY HARD!!!*

Miss her alrdy -_-"

To NYP!

Smiling

2009-01-08T05:11:00.003+08:00

No way i can be sad as often as before,
No way will i stare at the sky tearing as often as before,
No way will i be alone,
Coz i got you.

I'll pretend to hug you until you get here~ =)
I love You Baby!

060109

2009-01-06T05:19:00.003+08:00

Nothing i write now can express how i feel,
u got me speechless,
words were so easy for me to use back den,
but no matter how i try,
how i concentrate right now,
i just cant seem to find the write words to use.

I'm no special person,
i'm no superhuman,
i'm no decent guy,
i'm no rich prince,
i'm not all tat,
yet u accept.

U flatter me,
u surprise me,
u touched me,
u understand me,
u unlocked me,
u complete me.

U've been there ever since i was down,
u've protected me from my own feelings,
u've saved me countless times,
u've been by my side for 4 yrs constantly.

Nothing i say can show how much i appreciate u at this moment,
all i can afford is my Deepest Thank You.

I Thought Of Devoting Myself To Something,
I End Up Devoting Myself To Some One,
That Some One Is You,
Baby, I Love You.

If anyone has a problem wif tat, try going to jail den talk to me.
I've done stupid things,
I doubt, i dare do even stupider things in the future,
dont try me.

ok

2008-12-16T12:57:00.010+08:00

Ok so far i've yet to update anything,
reason being, im too occupied or stuck to a certain sumone.
therefor i'll post it all here.

Now Zoukout,
wad about Zoukout?
IT WAS FREAKING FANTASTIC!
total madness everywhere.
non stop music,
there is no way i can stop dancing!
who cares bout chicks when u can dance to songs tat explodes u!
3 stages,
1 was hiphop
2nd was salsa n live band
last was house,
HOW CAN U NOT DANCE?!
Me, Spy, Vik, Rafspin, Haiqal and Ayid rocked tat podium!
We played wif the beat + lyrics like it was our last!
hahaha, ok exaggerating abit, but u guys get wad i mean rite?
ok i better stop b4 i make alot of people jealous. hehe

Ok now the serious part,
lol serious or wad?!
hahahaha!
ok dec 16 2.14 a.m. i confesed, *proud*
it felt sumwad weird.
im not gonna mention any name readers,
so if u guys intend to read till i show up a name,
than u people are dreaming :)
ok back to wad i was talking bout,
ok this is entitled to u,
uve might heard all this by plenty of guys but diff is,
i mean it n they dont. *n u noe it*:)
i noe u better.
ure a smart lady,
i cant say ure pretty coz im prettier,
i cant say ure hot coz i NOE im hotter,
i cant say ure sexy coz......u get the point!
HAHAHA JK HOR!
ok back to serious,
u figured me out which no one could,
u make me smile just by saying wad u say *cannot write coz ltr give away ure name*
the funny thing is,
no matter how hard i try to find a reason to hate u,
i end up wif nth,
now tat is why i like u!
ou yeah one more reason,
i noe u like me too :) *MAMPOS! PERASAN GILER!*
ouh yeah B, tell ure sis, the kepo one, not the sleepwalker,
to be herself :)
she'll noe wad i mean :)

Zoukout Photos:

Ok check this link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJPgMcrntC0

Wad now

2008-12-12T00:33:00.002+08:00

We've been friends for along time now,
u nvr fail to be there for me,
some how uve tolerated my stupidity, childish acts and much2 more. Smile*
i'm not sure if ure feeling the same way as i do rite now,
but i just wanna, ouh u get the point,
i bet uve figure it out by now.

Im not gonna expect anything coz,
well u can say ive learnt my lesson. [ U noe wad i mean] Smile*

Well just wanna say Ty so much baby for being there for me!

the last stretch

2008-12-10T01:06:00.003+08:00

The things tat had to been done long ago is finally done,
now the upcoming things,
Pre-Party & ZoukOut!
Its the last two event im celebrating!

I Love You Baby

2008-12-09T01:33:00.000+08:00

The Title says it all..
Gdnite all =)

feelings

2008-12-08T04:14:00.005+08:00

Some thing i wrote at 4am in the morning. mampos!

i have feelings for u, yes i do,
but when the words come out,
would u think its true?

i wont say names, no i wont,
but wad if i did,
would u say, "please don't?"

i can never explain or tell u why,
but if i said "i love u",
would u think its a lie?

uve been there for me countless time,
no doubt to me,
u should know this is my rhyme.

if i was to pop the question wif no facts,
can i ask u,
will u reject?

I do _ _ _ _ You
Yes I Do.

awwww

2008-12-07T20:26:00.003+08:00

all i did today is,
teman afiq's sedare to town to buy slippers
n den eat at banquet.
nuff said.
wasnt able to meet my baby up since she had to helped mommy out wif shopping at JB.
so yeah.
both were dissapointed, n shes way more dissapointed coz meeting me is like meeting a super star..LOL! JK EH BABY!!!! hahahahahahaha..
IMY!

readers, "baby" is not my Gf.......yet! LOL! think wad u all want lah.
aku mls nk explain..
no point saying anything coz to those people who dont understand me,
will just go "merepek ah ni bdk".
so yeah.

stupid event

2008-12-06T23:28:00.004+08:00

event suck rlly~~~
the host sucks,
the helpers suck,
the song suck,
the cypher suck like hell,
im gonna kill the Dj once i see him again!
Nth was rlly mind blowing at tat competition.
Grats to FlareNation.

this is gonna be fun

2008-12-04T21:22:00.002+08:00

Okay check this out tagger,
heres a post bout u,
u tried judging me without noticing u did n u did it wrongly,
u see, ure telling me tat my post hurts people,
ask people around, ask them, is writing ure tots on ure own blog wrong?
go lah ask them,
n here u are saying tat my post are to hurtful,
sheesh, hu ask u to read,
im glad tat ure helping ure frend, but ure dg it the wrong way,
if u think ure helping anyone wif ure tags, pls do think again,
ok back to wad u were doing,
ure trying to put me in the bad guy frame coz my posts are evil,
lol her post is evil too,
the difference between it, is how evil to whom reading,
wad im tryna say is her posts hurts me,
but i dont go to "YOUR" extend n tag idiotic thigs,
aww cmon lah, arent u making ureself look somwad stupid?

Ure telling me not to avoid but to do other things to ocupy myself,
read properly, i'll refrase this in english so tat u understand.
"DONT AVOID, GO DO SUMTHING TO OCCUPY YOURSELF"
this means tat i have to do sumthing to ocupy myself so tat i wont have to think about wad im thinking = AVOIDING!
so do u think ure tat smart now?
im here still tryna figure out wth ure trying todo.
acting all smart at my blog when u give me stupid suggestion?
using the word "pls grow up" when it refers to u.
if wad u tryna do is insult me?
u failed coz all u did was u insulted ureself..

U noe wad im not going to be a moron n go tell her bout u,
ask questons bout u, i'lll just let u be,
considering tat ure a sad person who does nth but anoys people.

Now readers, judge me from here, am i a bad person to u?
and to you, if u think ive hurt u, u hurt ureself,
i hide myself from u, n sumhow u were nosey enuff to find me,
dont blame me! i tried!
I clapped my hand, difference between u n me, i Clapped harder!
face it! the balance between the hurt feeling is leaning more to me.
And let me enpahsis this one more time!
I KEEP IT TO MYSELF COZ I DONT WANNA HURT YOU!
IM AVOIDING COZ I DONT WANNA HURT YOU!
And if u dont want me too avoid TELL ME! coz im confused!

Ty very much for leaving -_-"
anyone else wanna try ure I.Q wif me?

ever thought about it?

2008-12-04T19:09:00.003+08:00

U see Readers,
Ive been told to grow up,
Ok If Ure reading,
Put this in thought!

Ok people, as u can see i changed my url,
wanna noe y?
I decided to write bout my evil thoughts on my posts
and I know if sumone reads it, tat sumone is gonna be sumwad pissed,
So i change, i decided to keep it between me n my fellow frendly readers,
people who understands me if u noe wad i mean.
I dont go arnd spreading my critices when i noe tat person is sumwad weak.
So u see, sumhow im beeing conciderate
and the fact tat im hurt i still dont go around moaning.
Well to YOU, i will be tat scared little jerk who writes behind people
& start puting negative thoughts on ure mind.
Since ure so clever, teaching me bout relations, u should understand this.
If U think "THIS" is my extend, think again.
If U think i'm a bad person, think again.
Coz i could be the one hu goes to people's blog
n not write my name and start to tag idiotic things.

Readers, dont have this thought on ure mind:
"I think he is writing about me, damn this bastard, i should write about him next."
Ensure yourself that the post is about u.

Pls people, if u dont understand my posts refer to thos who do,
Like i said b4, my words are sheer poetry,
dont use this letters as a weapon coz IT WILL BITE U BACK!

PAIN LAH BOOD!!!!!

2008-12-03T01:25:00.000+08:00

FUCK U LAH!
JUST SCREW U LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck YOU!

2008-11-30T02:54:00.003+08:00

If u were turned down by someone,
Told To Move on,
Told u to forget bout the feelings u have,
what would u do?
there's nothing you can do but move on right?
so yeah..
i hate her!
she thinks tat boys are feeling-less,
just a game,
just people to choose from,
she thinks tat shes in a fantasy world,
wake up coz ure hurting people.
Please think it through before u hurt others aite.

Random

2008-11-29T05:05:00.004+08:00

some trouble are just unpredictable at times.
they bound to come at times tat are not in ure wave length.
gets me thinking of stuff lately.
Some people out there might ask about my last post..
answer is..yeah its true n yeah DB is Detention Barrack n yeah its a jail..
hope tat answer the qns.

Ok to all my friends here's a dilemma,
U see the fact tat i had to go DB is not bout Awol.
My Awol Is all coverd by my M.C.
the truth is i was involve in a fight few days back.
yeah u guys donnoe tat..
didnt wanna tell u since i dont wanna put u guys involve.
some guys are looking for my sister.
not sure who but theres a possibility tat it has to do wif the local hiphop scene.
I beg u guys, protect my sister while im away.
tell me any infos u get when i come back.
i swear i blow tat fucker head off!

to this little miss M.
I dont wanna be this monster but i guess i was left wif no choice.
reading ure blog is such a nightmare, even when i had the choice not to read it.
same goes to you. dont happily reply posts just after reading mine.
if i hurt u den fucking hell im happy now.
telling me to move on, not to have high hopes YADA YADA YADA~~~
i guess its easy for u to adapt,
judging by ure blog, u got lots of guys to flirt wif..HAHAHA!
Keep this guilty feeling in ure heart.
I swear to you, hate me all u wan coz i dont care anymore.
U want me to move on..
Well im doing It!
Call me hamster From Now On, Afiq aint Around, Cya!

ByeBye People

2008-11-27T17:35:00.002+08:00

DB for 2 weeks plus..
starting on monday..
Cya Guys =)

I nid a favor..
my sis is in some sort of big trouble..
protect her..

Hamster

2008-11-26T02:58:00.003+08:00

The Afiq in me is gone..
Hamster will do..
The Afiq you all knew just rotted n died...

Muhammad Afiq Bin Abu Samah
R.I.P
1989-2008
Caused Of Death:
Cursed By Someone He Loves
Suffer In Life & Will Suffer In Hell
May He Rest In Peace
........................
..............
...
.

Not Much To Say

2008-11-25T00:03:00.001+08:00

I'm just asking myself why rite now.

My own~

2008-11-23T05:46:00.001+08:00

Tears

i cant see tears coming down my eyes, so i gotta make the song cry~
i cant see tears coming down my eyes, so i gotta make the song cry~

Love is blind, it covers ure eyes,dazzles ure mind,
never at the right moment, not at the right time,
its a trouble,to let ure heart bare,
to let ure heart stare,
at things tat nvr meant to be there.
tats fair, but wat if, it was meant to be there?
but it left u without noticing tat u care.
such a problem when i nvr know why i just cant try,
tats y i gotta make the song cry..

i cant see tears coming down my eyes, so i gotta make the song cry~
i cant see tears coming down my eyes, so i gotta make the song cry~

have u ever come across to the memory lane?
ring the bells, try to remember the laughters n the pains,
if not try to remember this,
i kissed u on the forehead even though i was pissed..(smiling)
den there was this other i time i sent u home,
u didnt wanna leave even when i said " i'll call u on the phone".
such memories tat i share it all alone =)
such sadness coz all of it had to be thrown =(

now i see em coming down my eyes, coz the song just made me cry~
now i see em coming down my eyes, coz the song just made me cry~

I mean wad i say!

2008-11-23T03:14:00.006+08:00

I'M NOT MAD LAH!

Hehe Thx!

2008-11-23T02:05:00.003+08:00

Kk, here's a qn for you readers.
Have u ever had this urge to meet sumone so bad tat u actually plan things out?
Next qn.
Did u meet tat person at the end?
Last qn.
If the answer is no, tell me, how do u feel?

Well today was somwad not an enjoyable outing to me~
Not bcos of those losers, it's sumthing else.
U see~~(indian excent)(lol) i've been keeping this urge inside me for so long u see~
if u've been reading my posts, all i talk about is i miss sumone. right? absolutely!
Tot i could meet tat person but it didnt happen. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! Padan muker Kau Bodoh!(my evil side moking me) -_-"
I guess tat person was tired. So Its okay. HAHAHA!! Hamster Bodoh! (Ok My evil side again)
I saw it coming anyway, tat person has been working non stop sia.. i sumwad feel sad n happy for her. Kau Merepek Bodoh! (Him Again)
This might not be necessary to you, but i care for u.

Evil side: "Hamster."
Me: "per?"
Evil side: "aku suggest kau gi mati sudah, kau da lah ade penyakit, bodoh peh asthma, menyusah kan aku jer, lagi ade hati nk pikir pasal org lain, waduh2 bodoh~bodoh~"
Me: "Juz Fuck Off aite!"
Evil side: "Fine2~!"

Dont mind me, im just crazy =)

Lovely Fam

2008-11-21T08:35:00.003+08:00

If You Think We'er Not Fresh,
FUCK YOU!
Think Harder Next Time Bitch!
MotherFucker!
-_-"

Future plans

2008-11-21T07:08:00.002+08:00

Okay the next coming event we'll be going will be ZoukOut!
Me, Spyro, Rafspin, Syed, Some Dancers and Some Freinds~
After ZoukOut will be the LMQ outing tat me s Spy plan.
We'll be Going Wild Wild Wet den LouPasat(spelling tak tahu ehk).
After tat event we might be going to the underage party!
Should be me, spy, fiqsion and maybe some frends...

Ok I Wish I Could See Her Smile Beside Me Again =)

Trust me: I'm good~~

2008-11-20T03:35:00.002+08:00

i've been Bloody Fed-up wif Singapore's Dance scene lately,
and i still am! But nvm tat, Fuck Singapore's dance scene!
Im gonna go World wide! Me and my crew will not be known as Singapore Bboys nomore!
We're changing sides! Work Hard People!
Remember: No, six steps,baby freeze or chairs!

Ok I've got a plan, i've been thinking lately, we're short on manpower.
I wanna go find people to pull in, if anyone of u people are interested,
leave a note.
I'm not looking for good people, im just looking for people ho loves doing it,
so if u think ure it, i wanna meet u! =)

One more thing, if u can dance while loving the song, i wanna meet u too! =)

broken

2008-11-18T18:07:00.000+08:00

Have u ever felt like there's no point doing things anymore?
coz some how i lost faith,
some how i stop believing,
some how i feel like stopping,
yeah, some how.

All i have left is my broken dream and a broken heart.
Selling my broken heart for any price, just take it away pls~

Footworks + freeze + play clean = SINGAPORE BBOYS
The only way to win~ -_-"

Words~

2008-11-15T09:15:00.003+08:00

Words are the easiest thing to use in the world,
Its a saying, never an action, if u get wad i mean.
If u think i left, think again.
If u think ure not different, think again.
But nvm, im not anyone to judge you anyways.

Today is the day, the big day.
U gave me so much emotion, so much to think of,
well im gonna use it for the good today.
The Floor Will BE MINE!
People pls wish me luck!

Ouh yeah! who cares wad u say, coz it wont change a thing,
i still do,
yes i do,
tc I miss u!

Dont Make me leave pls,

Yellow Ranger?

2008-11-14T06:05:00.001+08:00

Now heres a pointer,
dont go around saying u love her,
coz ure just pushing ue luck just futher,
not nearer,
never, put a hope in ure heart,dont ever,
coz it hurts,thats the truth, dont beleif den dont bother,
reading these words...tat i write, coz its clever,
plus, its better, den u can ever make,
for love sake,
release ure tension, coz ure egos got ure actions,
tats a pain such a blur distraction.
haiz...
cant catch my breath, when it comes to my story,
too many words too many poetry,
to write in a small place in this head of mine,
no let me take a breath, just let me breath awhile,

Now the 1st story is about you,
you gave me hope, u game me things to beleif in,
u gave me the strength to put my faith in,
some thing tat i don belief in,
like love n leaving,
but in the end im still the one alone sitting down crying,
Why am i suppose to be feeling pain?
when the light of my life is being all drained?
im just in vein, tats sane, normal and humane,
or maybe my heart is just twisted or maybe im insane.

how bout this?

2008-11-13T03:20:00.003+08:00

The problem bout us humans is tat we're too concentrated on being the best.
Being someone who standsout from the crowd.
Being someone we're not.
When will these people notice tat they're going too far?
U see, i live in a "Dancing Indusrty".
The way i see it, Dancers in Singapore are just plain old boring.
Not All! But majority of them just dont get it.
The Trick is to feel the music, not use it.
Don't try too hard to be the best, coz tats wad everyone is doing.
Try to be different.
Enjoy what you're doing, don't do it for the sake of being good.
Well some dancers, dance to please people or somewad "gain fame".
Wads the pont anyway?
I might not be a dancer but i just don't like what im seeing in Singapore.

Just Take It Easy & Have Fun =)

My Story

2008-11-12T00:25:00.003+08:00

Now heres a pointer,
dont go around saying u love her,
coz u just pushing ure luck just further,
not nearer,
never, put a hope in ure heart, dont ever,
coz it hurts, tats the truth, dont beleif den dont bother,
reading these words... tat i write, coz its clever,
plus, its better, den u can ever make,

errr this was suppose to be a song i wrote,
but i lazy sia suddenly,
alaaaa from the 1st few lines u guys should know bout wat n hu..rite?

peace!
Lazying Of

MAYA!

2008-11-10T00:12:00.004+08:00

hahah kk title da ade name..

actually i just updated sia..

den i go ask maya to update bout me, n den i must update bout her,

SEBOK SIA!

i told her i adorable n cute,,den she say she cuter..wth?!

no lah maya..u got it all wrong u see.. u only cute when u stand beside me,

when u stand beside me, people will say " eh cute siak kawan kau."

but when ure alone, people will say "eh wheres tat adorable guy u were with tat day?"

HAHAHA! get it!

Ok maya say must have her name in thi post..

amek kau -->

MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~

MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~
MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~maya~MAYA~

eh wait i got surpirse~! hehehe!

Hows tat maya?Boleh menang tak? hahaha =D

Fresh!

2008-11-09T22:43:00.002+08:00

Ok 5 more days,
gotta hold on for only 5 more days,
if u wanna piece of me, u gotta come for it,
i wont hold back this time,
stand in my way n i promise i'll bring u down, =)
just 5 more days to an outburst..
u guys ready?

Just watch me~!

Moving On?

2008-11-08T23:28:00.004+08:00

YO!
Ok i gotta tell u this,
the dance party was cool, coz i was there =)
kk jkjk..man there was this girl i called out, n she actually came out, n she could dance...
omg it was freaky i tell u..it was damn fun lah!
i wish i took her contact sia, but nvm her frend took mine...WOOO~
to the people hu made my day.. i say "thanks yaw!"
the people there made me realized why i started dancing,
bcoz its fun!
Damn! i almost forget hu i rlly am, my character, the real me,
i was so chained up by this mambo jumbo lovedovey things.
i was on the verge of losing my flava.
thx people~! =)

To live an easy life no matter wad happens.
Back to being the kid i loved being =)
Cya guys!

The Missing 1/4

2008-11-06T11:00:00.002+08:00

Hi You! yeah You!
I miss you~~!
I miss ure smile,
ure laugh,
the way u struggle when i tickle you,
the way u use those eyes,
the way u make me laugh,
the way u make me smile,
when u suddenly laugh alone,
when u try to tickle me where its not tickelish, =)
the silent moment we share,
the convasations we had,
the fights,
Well u get the point, I Miss YOU!

The 2/4 of My Life!

2008-11-06T10:45:00.005+08:00

Its been 3 days ive been here..
stupid work -_-"
Nevermind, dang! yesterday was dang crazy!
it was a joyful moment where the whole crew were breaking n sharing wif one another,
such a sweet picture to be captured,
u should have felt the power surrounding tat area,
DAMN! it was fun!
Knowing tat farhan,irfan and rashid sill have thier moves just ensures me tat they still have it!
Don't trow it away guys!
We'll be big one day, I PROMISE YOU!
and for Freeze N Fitri, u guys might be new but note tat we're all in this together,
not as a crew but as a family!

Nice Or Not?

2008-11-03T04:48:00.004+08:00

My Freedom of Speech!

2008-11-03T00:55:00.001+08:00

Some people just love to assume things,
some people just love to think at one point,
some people just love to look things on the bad sight,
and some just love to make themselve the victim.
Is there a point?

My point of posting this post is to tell u this:
1st its not about u,
2nd its not about him,
3rd stop asuming things,
4th to remind u to stop asuming things!
5th stop changing the words i implement,
Lastly, to REMIND YOU~~ to "STOP" *ASUMING* things.

The words i use are to express how i react to situations,
This Blog is for me to post about ME!
If It was for you~~Damn! i'll show no mercy!
But im not tat mean, I still have a heart tat surprisingly works -_-"
The Words i implement in my blog are just pure poetry n tats a "Nuff Said!"
So Stop saying things like im pin pointing these godly letters to u..
Get tat clear!

Heres another thing,
stop asking me wads my pms' are about or wads my post about coz,
there aint no point telling u stuffs coz all u do is nth but wack it back at me,
face the fact tat ure not helping or even clearing things up,
don't be thinking tat ure somkind of a medicine or a hero or yada yada yada~
ure gonna say "it always turns up like this" ever tot why?
coz im the type of person hus iriitated by the shoot backs which is nvr necessary,
do u even noe wad u've said to me?
Ever notice?
Yeah! u can say my heart is fragile or wad so ever,
if it was fragile den i'll be a different face.
Just note this down,

"If u like to asume things in a bad way,
try asuming that im in pain. Coz at least tats the truth."

Peace! Tired? Sure why not? I'ts only been errr, 4 times? haha!
Gtg!

This Is Why Falling In Love Is So God Damn Hard!

2008-11-02T04:26:00.003+08:00

Sweet talks are for people who have low confidence in themselves,
come to think of it, do u think tats wrong?
no rlly~~
there is a line tat forsake the over doing of sweet talks n yada yada yada,
tats up to the victim to step up n say..
Don't put the blame on the sweet talker!
i'm not saying tat im one coz i live by my ways,
i say the truth coz i have the guts,
i do wads write coz i belief in wad i do,
n i push maself so high bcos of love..

People like me persevere in life wif these emotion called love,
yeah say im pathetic or full of shit or wad so ever,
but take a second to think,
where do u think u get ure character from?
I guess the answer is emotions rite?
Dont tell me Love is not one of the emotions,
coz i'll say tats bullshit!

But what happens when u strip away these emotions form these people?
Answer is:
"These people" loses hope, tries to move on, with,
a deep cut in thier life,
a seperated character,
a dying wish of finding hope,
a burning passion to strife harder,
yada yada yada~~~!
all in all they become dull!
They Become so dumb all they do is wait/hide under a dim light,
praying, hoping SO GOD DAMN HARD! just for strenght!
Just For STRENGTH!
Yeah these people are pathetic!
Yeah these people are foolish!
Yeah thse people are low lifes!
These PEOPLE ARE HUMANS DAMNIT!

Now u guys be the judge and JUDGE ME!

My Heart Hurts Abit~

2008-11-02T02:42:00.003+08:00

Today was a little of a sad day,
i woke up at 5pm, yeah i noe, it's late, aww c'mon it's a depressing day, gimme a brake.
Why depressing? Don't ask.. Everyday is a little sad day to me..
Well me, spy & fiqsion went to esplanade today, same old thing same old thing~~
BUT! Last For One was there..DAMN!
It was damn cool to see them break live, if only i was able to join in the battle, DAMN!
It feels rlly sucky when all u do is sit when the feeling to dance just wanna explode.
Nvm bout tat. I've Got To Step It Up Damn It!

How does it feel when ure told not to have high hopes when,
things shown to u are these,
stares at u,
listens to u when u talk,
share things wif u,
gets close to u,
shares the moment of silence wif just smiles wif u,
cares for u,
an intimate moment of eye contact wif u..
How?

i guess now u noe..

OMG I'm So There!

2008-11-01T04:54:00.001+08:00

Smile fer me!

2008-10-31T14:24:00.008+08:00

Damn today was fresh! Yeah it was..
The plan today was to actually go out town wif Flair Nation but
long story short, my ez-link came short..hahaha!
Woke up early n i found myself back to slip coz there aint nth todo!
N guess wad? 5mins ltr i found myself bathing..hahaha! mendak per!
den me,spy n fiqsion decided to make today a sumwhat dressup day...
The theme is "Smart But Yet Cool a.k.a MAFIAS!" n damn we look hot!
hahaha!okok perasan sikit! i noe~~~ haha

Kk plan for today was normal.
Break at Studio
Eat at Cwp
Break at Rp
Go home
Some might say its a boring day but the way i see it,
its a journey nvr been done..
hows tat?
Peace!

GRrrrrrRRrrrrr!

2008-10-31T04:10:00.001+08:00

Dont Diss My Family

2008-10-31T03:44:00.000+08:00

You stupid motherfucker, u dissed ma family,
Try to show ure sumthing big but ure nothing actually,
No, actually ure sumthing, ure a coward u see,
Hidding by stage attacking wif ure lyrical spree,
Damn! if i had a gun, i'll shoot u on ure head,
I'll shoot u one last time,
Shoot it on ure leg,
Make it bleed,
I'll make u scream help,
Make u plead,
Make u say "God plss put tat mercy on me!"

Dont Try me People!